AMOR ES AMOR.

 The Second Innocence

"...Enigma... enigma..." Tiago heard in his head as he woke up from that fateful nap on a depressing Sunday, with Sunday sunset still to go, and worse: midnight, when the malignant statistics say most of the world's suicides occur. He was going through a terrible existential crisis, a la Hedmiways: "The most difficult lesson as an adult is the incessant need to keep going, no matter how broken one feels inside." A la Schopenhauer: "Life is a pendulum that swings between pain and boredom." A la Ecclesiastes: "Too much knowledge only increases suffering." His head was the perfect battlefield between Schopenhauer and Nietzsche and their famous argument: should we live to suffer? But he identified with none of these men as much as with Jeremiah, the weeping prophet, who so often seemed to speak his own words.

"Cursed be the day I was born!" May the day my mother gave birth to me not be blessed! Cursed be the man who made my father glad, saying, 'A son has been born to you!' May that man be like the cities the LORD overthrew without mercy. May he hear shouts in the morning and the cries of war at noon! Why didn't God let me die in my mother's womb? Then she would have been my grave, and I would never have come out of her womb. Why did I have to emerge from the womb only to see trouble and affliction and end my days in shame?...

Because Tiago wasn't an upstart in the realm of suffering. He knew that humankind isn't at the top of the food chain, but that other beings make use of us, and that this often hurts greatly, because it represents our obsessions, traumas, and strange ailments that traditional science can't solve or properly catalog. It tries to do so like a bird that wants to fly with only one wing. The other, invisible wing is the one on the astral plane, the true matrix of our suffering lives. This explains why we make the same mistakes again and again, why we repeat the same past drama over and over again with other people. and because of the sensation of perpetual sowing-growth-harvest." But what disconcerted him most was that these beings who feed on us not only eat low vibrations but also high vibrations: devotion, love, prayers, and above all, solidarity, are their plate as well. Where is God then? he asked, knowing that he was within HIM.

"Enigma, enigma," he heard again in his head, this time not so much from beyond the grave.

"Yes, this "enigma" must now be solved, but the clue "enigma" tells me absolutely nothing, angel..."

He said aloud, but a light lit up inside him because it was at that very second that he realized he knew he was accompanied by a being. He didn't consider himself a prophet, but as a child, he was harassed by visions of the astral plane where he saw horrifying beings, some committing all kinds of misdeeds, some unspeakable, bloody, sexual. What others believed to be a gift for Tiago was a curse, hence his identification with Jeremiah. Although Unlike the great prophet, he kept his visions silent. James knew that the injustices humanity suffers are even greater than it believes. We are shamelessly abused, but at the same time, humanity constantly demonstrates its foolishness and irresponsibility. It seeks its own evils like an automaton designed for self-destruction. We see this when humanity, failing to realize that we are surrounded by enemies, becomes a fornicator, a drug addict, a glutton, and a violent person. Today we see the height of the age of idiocy, with inclusive language in vogue, gender ideology in kindergartens, and trans-whatever. And the dog-man, iguana, gray, mare, etc. The cultural battle against these aberrations is also underway. There are also massive pro-life marches against abortion, and people on social media protesting this. And those stars in this great dark night shine with double brilliance if you know two things. That the operation to destroy society is very heavy and comes from very high, and that "God made man weak to show him his mercy." "Mercy, Father, you gave him so much permission," James exclaimed to God again and again. He deeply understood that things with God are more symmetrical than we can imagine. Man can choose or raise the level of his existence through obedience or disobedience to God. The problem is when he chooses to rise, and the resentful devil changes his face and tests him again, exactly as we see in the movie "The Devil's Advocate." The error in that movie is that the evil accuser has a time limit—the time of the Gentiles, mentioned by Jesus.

Tiago meditated, sipping tea on his balcony, while the breeze blew against his face. He involuntarily looked at his computer for the second time. He said out loud: Man lives questioning God about the injustices we see and suffer when we all invoke them shouting: Free abortion!, You're the one raping!, Legal drugs now! or, worst of all, "Heil Satan!" And the world is increasingly pornographic, heretical, secular, nihilistic, hedonistic, approaching a moral chaos where the foolish are praised and the prudent are censured for belonging to the Establishment.

Tiago had problems on all five sides of life, and sometimes his misfortunes were so perfectly cut down the middle that this unnatural cut suggested there was something behind it all. This was intuited by the movie "Commandments," where a cult persecuted the artificially unfortunate protagonist. That same intuition freed him from the very pain they wanted to inflict on him: KNOW THE TRUTH, IT WILL FREE YOU.

"Enigmas... enigma..." this time the voice sounded more real, more in 3D, no longer from beyond the grave. As if the solution were approaching him. To solve a riddle, the word "riddle" isn't very helpful.

Looking at the computer, he involuntarily exclaimed once more:

Supposedly, we are being morally tested. We suffer the darkness to see if we value the light and return to it, like the Prodigal Son. But as we approach it, it is usurped by a false light, and it devours its followers. Priests who rape children, pastors who plunder their flocks, and worst of all, the trafficking of souls and bodies. I saw this both in the New Age and in institutional Christian religions. People who weren't in a cabaret or a bar, or watching a football game, but were going to seek God, going to seek light, and then they take their body to put a walkin' in, and who knows what the fate of that soul will be. Seeing the photo is the height of injustice, but watching the film makes it understandable, not so much because of the actions of the evil ones but because of the pusillanimity of the good ones.

What most perplexes us is that Jesus himself said all this: "Woe to the priest who travels the world looking for a proselyte and upon finding him makes him a greater slave of hell than he is," and when he spoke of the regenerated being visited again by the devil he took out with seven others, and his condition is worse.

This opens the door to the possibility that Jesus is a hypocrite, and tells us that things are more difficult, serious, complicated, and fatal than we think, but it makes us sense that there must be a solution, since his great saying is: KNOW THE TRUTH AND IT WILL FREE YOU.

He said it clearly: few find the narrow way to salvation.

"But if we stop believing because of these paradoxes, the devil has his way.

One day he was made to understand that Freemasonry capitalized on Jesus and neutralized him to make his salvation stand out, turning him into just another of their 23 "Jesuses" who are not true saviors but rather work to elevate the frequency of the planet. But to interpret Jesus, a strict protocol must be followed so that if the seeker is genuinely chosen by God, he can reach Him. Otherwise, tragedies will unfold. With low and high frequency usurpers, things are that tangled up. Devout and pious prayers to Mary never reach God and are fuel for the non-divine order. Tiango saw this with his gift and never spoke about it to anyone when he was surrounded by Catholicism. Which constituted a time bomb for his mental health.

"Enigma..."

With his gaze set into infinity but looking at the computer, he said: An intelligent person can take drugs, a wise person cannot. An intelligent person can practice witchcraft, a wise person cannot. No, a wise man isn't. An intelligent person can be corrupt, but a wise man never is. An intelligent person can commit suicide, but a wise man never is. No one suffering from so-called "intellectual pessimism" can be a wise man, but if someone is half-intelligent and half-fool, no matter how carefully they organize their words, their neural pathways never end in the destinations that please God.

While it is true that demons harass us and persuade us to evil and darkness, only to devour us as unwary, at the same time, light is often stolen, becoming yet another trap. There must be a solution. He said, resting in his bed as dusk fell.

Perhaps we don't need to find the light, but only to seek it; only that will drive away and keep the demons at bay. Sirach says:

So, don't be too good, nor too wise! Why destroy yourself? 17 On the other hand, don't be too bad either. Don't be foolish! Why die before your time? 18 Pay attention to these instructions, because everyone who fears God will avoid falling into both extremes.[a]

Tiado recalled an experience that left him dazzled. Someone with an angelic appearance appeared to him and showed him on the astral plane how people pray to God or to Jesus.

Tiado recalled an experience that left him dazzled. Someone with an angelic appearance appeared before him and demonstrated to him on the astral plane how people who pray to God or Jesus are energetically abused. Curiously, with a brilliant reflex, he said firmly, "Yes, but you're just as demonic as they are." Hesitating, he tried to reply, "No, not me..." when he began to smoke, smoke pouring from all sides, scorching, and exclaiming insults at the unexpected burst of light from Tiago's mouth. This, of course, was happening in his mental field. Synthesizing, he was the false light denouncing another false light. Even so, he didn't lose faith in Jesus, because if there's an antithesis, the thesis is true. Except when the experience ended, a voice told him: "Now you're ready."

"Ready, why do I ask?"

"To expect the unexpected" was the response.

"It is not necessary to understand, it is enough to believe, all is light," someone said. "The just shall live by faith." Not by understanding but by having faith, there lies life. For this cannot be knowledge, otherwise it would not be faith. Faith implies love, meekness, and a good disposition to accept God's yoke.

"Enigma... enigma." He looked at the computer that seemed to be calling him, but he chose the stereo to set the soundtrack to that existential Sunday, and they were just listening to this song by the German band Enigma.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpDECD3zPYk&list=RDkpDECD3zPYk&start_radio=1

With that beautiful song called "The Return to Innocence." Tiago finally understood everything. That is the wisest attitude to the dilemmas of Hegel, Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Ecclesiastes, and Jeremiah. And all are victims of the Intellectual pessimism. And one is absolutely free to adopt it. If the truth burns, bores, overwhelms you, becomes complicated, return to innocence of one's own free will, but not a dangerous innocence, daring because of ignorance, but a selective, chosen, conscious, expert, astute innocence, managed from above, not from chance or chaos, not being a log carried and brought by the chaotic waves, which leads us to the inevitable depression of knowing everything and then adopting the victim's stance, "Oh poor me who knows so much..." But why? When one is free to adopt this wise attitude within reach. Choosing to see everything through the eyes of a child again and be surprised by things that had surprised us before. "Wanting without feeling," as the song says. We can do it, God granted us that mental plasticity and surely He is an expert in using it and He revealed it to Tiago, keeping His word: "I reveal to you great and secret things." That will not deceive us, because it is the second innocence. When We must stop playing dumb. We will do so with the cunning we never abandoned. It's not being foolish, it's being the opposite. It's a subtle state that changes everything, giving a unique brilliance to what we thought was outdated, old, and obsolete. Aren't there also many jovial and happy philosophers? Leibnitz was one of these. This attitude depresses me because I know so much is hysteria, victimhood. It's pure mental nonsense that the light of truth can evaporate, if we allow it. Tiago said all this out loud, making the very vibrations of the sound wave make his own words creep. While he searched the internet for the Enigma song to listen to it again, Tiago also meditated on this: the Greys and reptilians we see so often with those demonic faces, it's very difficult for them to have a happy little home, with his wife and children waiting for him with a warm meal, after he returns from his galactic mission. And they are the elite leaders who, through abortion, LGBT dictatorship, woke, polyamory, trans-whatever, want to destroy God's most beautiful creation: Earthly families. And to do this, they want to implement surrogate wombs or external uteruses, frozen embryos, fantastic, dysfunctional, same-sex families. Transgressing the internal mechanism that contains God's work. And to do this, they want to indirectly mock Him, as the final part of what began in the Exodus. These demons want to take away all the beauty on this planet that begins with the innocence of children.

"Blessed are those who are like children, for they will inherit the kingdom," Jesus said. And Paul completed it. Brothers, do not be children in your thinking; rather, be children in your malice, but in your thinking be mature.

The Second Innocence is the solution to the dilemma of those who suffer from intellectual pessimism, to hipsters, and to the problem of the false light with its false Jesuses. Yes, Jesus is often misapplied, as he himself predicted, but these false ones must follow a strict protocol; if the aspirant doesn't let himself be fooled, he will reach the true Jesus at the top. God contemplates this plagiarism and uses it for his work. At the deepest point of the dark night of his soul, James saw the dazzling dawn. And by contrast, his euphoria took him to spiritual ecstasy.

The devil was left with the empty gravedigger's shovel because another was the end of that night, where he attacked and torpedoed James's faith to a fatal end. But he was not alone and responded to the help. And finally, Satan stopped laughing so much. Reason, yes, sometimes is the devil's whore, but there is something superior to reason, and that is the truth. The truth is that God is good and the devil is evil. To God corresponds the light, which is good, and to the devil the darkness, which is evil. Processing the truth within man is as powerful as an atomic bomb, because with a man who is enlightened, everything lights up a little, and that is a nightmare for the NWO, the Illuminati, and the demonic aliens who want to destroy this great tree full of nests of love that is every family, where a traditional family lives: a father who is a man, a mother who is a woman, with normal children.

And finally, Tiago understood why he was looking at the computer: he had to write an essay on the second Innocence. He began with these phrases, and with the lyrics of the beautiful song by Enigma, "The Return to Innocence."

THE END

Love, devotion

Feeling, emotion

Don't be afraid of being weak

Don't be too proud to be strong

Just look into your heart, my friend

That will be the return to yourself

The return to innocence

If you want, laugh

If you must, cry

Be yourself, don't hide

Just believe in destiny

Don't care what others say

Just follow your own path

Don't give up and seize the opportunity

To return to innocence

That's not the beginning

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"A wise man is he who is surprised again by things."

"I am a pessimist by intelligence, but an optimist by will."

You are never too old to set a new goal, or to dream a new dream. (C.S. Lewis)

Failure is the opportunity to begin again with more intelligence. (Henry Ford)

In order to continue, I must start all over again. (León Gieco)

It's always good to start over.

Nothing is lost if you have the courage to proclaim that everything is lost and you must start over. (Julio Cortázar)

Every new beginning comes from the end of some other beginning. (SENECA)

Faith is taking the first step, even when you can't see the whole staircase yet.

KNOW THE TRUTH, IT WILL FREE YOU.

THE TRUTH OF THE SECOND INNOCENCE.